You've Had the Breakthrough.Now Make It Last.
Turning meaningful inner-work into lived, sustainable change. Whether you're integrating a journey, seeking ceremony, or guiding others through transformation.

Who This Work Is For
You're carrying breakthroughs no one around you understands
Private 1:1 support to turn revelation into embodied reality
You're craving witnesses who've been in the depths too
Intimate group containers with ceremony + built-in integration
You create powerful experiences and can't support the aftermath
Turnkey integration for retreat leaders and facilitators
Why Insights Don't Stick
The problem isn't that you forget what you learned. The problem is that you come home on fire—clear, certain, ready to change everything—and then crash hard when your nervous system realizes the high wasn't sustainable.
“Integration isn't an emotional state—it's a process. And no one teaches you how to come back down without losing everything you opened.”
This work exists for the part no one talks about: the comedown, the confusion, the “now what?”, the moment where inspiration collides with laundry, deadlines, emails, and a body that still needs rest.
Ways to Work Together
Integration support designed to meet you where you are.
Individual Integration Containers
Keep your clarity alive when you're back in your actual life.
Learn moreGroup ExperienceSmall Group Containers
Guided custom ritual with people who stay—3 months of integration, not just one night of breakthrough.
Learn moreFor FacilitatorsEvent & Retreat Integration
You create the breakthrough. I hold them through what comes after.
Learn moreWhat This Work Creates
When integration actually lands, you don't just remember the insight—you live it.
Steadier Follow-Through
Fewer emotional spikes driving your decisions. More capacity to respond instead of react.
Trust in Your Timing
Permission to move at your actual pace without shame or urgency.
Skills to Repair
When you exceed capacity, you know how to come back without spiraling.
Lived Coherence
A sense that your life makes sense again—not just in theory, but in your body.
I Didn't Lose My Way All at Once
I lost it in layers. And each layer taught me something about integration that no book, training, or ceremony ever could.
I built multi-million-dollar companies, then watched them fall apart—not because the market shifted, but because I didn't know how to hold complexity with compassion. What followed was a dismantling that led me to Ayahuasca, Tantra, and eventually this work.
I don't teach theory. I teach what I've lived through, made sense of, and rebuilt myself with.
Read my full story
What Clients Say
“Mandy is a fucking exceptional space holder. I've worked with her in medicine spaces multiple times, and her safety-first approach—both physically and emotionally—is unmatched. The depth of knowledge she brings creates a container so secure that I could fully surrender and let the medicine do its work without hesitation.
I've also worked with Mandy as a coach, and she genuinely changed my life. What stands out most is how her unwavering commitment to safety creates the foundation for real transformation. Because I felt so held and protected, I was able to do the deep work that actually shifted things and rewired my brain.
If you're even thinking about working with her, just fucking do it. You won't regret it. I'm honored and grateful for everything she's brought to my journey.”
— Io M.
Ready to Make Your Insights Last?
You don't have to integrate alone.
Let's explore whether this work is right for you.